Mr. Erfect

So this is actually when my odd dating experiences took a temporary turn for the better.
After so many weird dates, I was just about to give up. I had agreed to go on a date with this guy I had met on the dating site. But really, I  was not really looking forward to it because I was worried I was going to meet another wack job and didn't think I could possibly handle it! I went into this date with absolutely no expectations except for one..he's probably weird and once again I'll go home disappointed.


I have to say at first this man was not my usual type...at all. I usually go for the exotic ethnic type. He was tall, blond hair, fair skin, American... and after meeting him very reserved and quiet. Now, I am not conservative nor quiet in any way shape or form! I kinda had to tone myself down cause I thought I was going to scare the guy off! We hit it off well on the first date and was glad to say he was completely normal! WOW FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!


I didn't know if I was going to see him again after this lunch date, but like I said I had no expectations. Well I ended up "dating" him for close to two months. I was actually HAPPY! I felt good being with him, I enjoyed his company but also his quietness and calmness. We did fun things together and even sometimes did nothing, which was just as pleasant. 


For the time that I knew Mr. Erfect, I found myself not worrying about the things that would usually bother me. I noticed on our first date and there after that he made a "hmmmmmm" noise every so often. I couldn't figure out if he was enjoying something I wasn't aware of or maybe a tick. I came to realize that it was just a pensive noise, as he often seemed to be in his thoughts. Cute! He also became such a grumpy pants when he was tired or hungry. Usually that would piss me off, but this time it didn't. I thought it was funny.


On one of our dates, we discussed how and why some people wait to have sex before marriage. I can definitely tell you that is an area I absolutely need to explore before making that move! I joked that he'd have to wait 3 months before getting anything from me. AND REALLY I was JOKING. Hell, I'm a nympho how could I possibly wait that long with this handsome man in front of me!!?!?!? Well that actually turned out to be just about accurate, I guess it kinda turned into a challenge or something. WELL WOW, believe me it proved to be extremely difficult. All I could think about was jumping him when we were fooling around! 


I have nothing weird or wrong to say about this man....You may have noticed that Mr. Erfect is missing a letter in his name.... This is because he moved away and now we live in different Places. Otherwise he really would be my Mr. Perfect.... I have to be honest this was a big pinch on my heart...and some days still is....It's hard when you actually feel the way you want to about and with someone and in no time at all it's all gone. Today we still keep in touch but now I'm left with the dilemma is this just a long pause or a slow delete? You wonder why you meet people sometimes when in the end you can't be with them. Anyone have an explanation? Cause I most certainly don't.


 I'M I EVER GOING TO CATCH A BREAK??????
 BACK TO SQUARE ONE.


Signed with a broken kiss,
Dee Dee xo